Eddie Kingston Reveals He Felt Depressed After His AEW Full Gear Match With CM Punk

Kingston has often been open about his mental health

Eddie Kingston’s battles with his mental health are no secret, with the AEW star haven written at length in recent months about his struggles.

Whilst it would be easy to assume that Kingston must be doing well due to his strong run on TV, including his critically lauded rivalry with CM Punk, it’s not as cut and dry as that, with Kingston himself revealing that he felt depressed after his bout with Punk at Full Gear 2021.

Speaking on the Swerve City podcast, Kingston was frank about his mental health:

“A lot of people think, ‘Oh, Eddie got his s*** together.’ I really don’t. Every day is a struggle and I wanted to bring this up. I just remember we said ‘fighting depression’ up there. I was actually depressed after the Chicago show that we had. I can’t tell you why I was depressed but my depression hit and I was like, ‘Ah s***, here we go.’ Now I gotta go through steps that I’ve learned over the years but for some reason it wasn’t working that day. So I decided, I just went to the store. I said, ‘You know what? Let me get an energy drink. My flight’s not until 4:30. Let me walk around.’ Actually, it was Minnesota. I’m sorry, ‘Let me walk around Minnesota.’

“It was after my match with [CM Punk]. I was just - I found out later why I got depressed and I’ll get to that but I was walking around the city and I walked into the store and I got myself an energy drink and I’m leaving, there’s a little kid with his mom and I turn around, the little kid’s like this [standing straight up], frozen. I said, ‘What’s up little man? What’s going on?’ She’s like, ‘Oh my God, we were at the show. He loves you so much.’ I was like, ‘What’s up little man? How you doing? How you feeling dawg?’ And he’s like, ‘Uh’ and took a picture, he had a great time, I left that store and I said, ‘F*** this depression. That’s what it’s all about.’ Look at that kid, you know what I mean? Like what the f***? How do I get mad? At that? Look what I just did for that kid. Who the f*** am I to do that anyway? You know what I mean?

“But also, the reason why I was depressed was after my match with Punk, everyone was giving me all this praise. I have this problem of accepting love and it’s the thing I’ve had to work on my whole life. I have this problem because once I get the love, you know what happens? I get paranoid. ‘I don’t deserve it. Who’s gonna try to rip this from me?’ That’s what I start thinking, because it’s happened to me in the past and also, it’s my own mental stuff saying I don’t deserve it. But then I see that little kid and I’m like, ‘F***. F*** it,’ you know what I mean? I just want people to know that I still battle. This is never ending. It’s normal, it’s your normal, it’s your normal. My battle with my depression and my anger ends the day I’m in the casket. Just the way it is, you know what I mean? I’m gonna fight everyday.”

H/T: POST Wrestling

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